Tantrum

I am ashamed to say... that last night...

I had a tantrum. 

"Aren't tantrums for two year olds??"

Yep. Sorry. But I promise I really really REALLY needed this tantrum. 

Cause now I feel GRAND!

When I say tantrum, I mean TANTRUM. 

Bawling

Pouting

Screaming and PUNCHING HOLES IN THE WALL!!

(okay not really)

But I did go for a drive to calm down. I love drives. 

I had Kelly Clarkson to keep me company. Sometimes if you're mad, just let Kelly serenade you, and immediately you will think you are the queen (or king) of the world. No joke. 

Okay okay okay... 

So you're wondering why I had a tantrum, right?? 

There are a million reason all revolving around my busy life that I love so much... 

But mainly cause I was sad about

THE END OF CHILDREN OF EDEN. 

Is that pathetic? ....naw. But someday when you participate in a musical and you make tons of wonderful new friends, and you have the time of your life singing on stage and you love the show and the music and and and... yeah. You'll have a tantrum too. 

Well here's a little preview of what you missed, and what I'm going to miss...

 Ari serenading me

 Le Kiss(es)

 My best friend, Maddie being talented.

(and Jordan being God)

 This is Kailey blowing everyone out of the water... seriously.

 I threw confetti :) 

 Maddie and Andrew Yawning

Oh, and my other best friend sexy dancing!! (I mean... just... dancing)

Looks like a good show, right?

Well it was! And two weeks ago, I thought the newspapers were going to write an article about how hard it was to sit through... (no offense, cast.. we all were thinking it)

Oh, and did I mention... it's my last musical at Provo High School

Ever.

That was another very large part of my tantrum. Eventually my mom had to intervene and say

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!"

I guess I'm just a sentimental person.

I'm going to miss these guys!!

Preston and Ari are my best pals. 

Aren't they the cutest?!?!?!

Well, Children of Eden, Thanks for changing my life and making me appreciate so many things I had forgotten to appreciate. 

And thanks, PHS musicals for teaching me patience. 

ha.

On a brighter subject, I'm going to Vegas for Thanksgiving! 

I get to see my daddy :) 

I'm grateful for him.

And for Children of Eden.

And for Ari's adorable little sisters who make me laugh. 

And as of last night, I am SO grateful for:

Kelly Clarkson

Barbara-Ann

Ice Cream

My Momma

Netflix

And Tantrums

(they make you feel better)

I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving full of gratitude and minimal tantrums. But if you MUST have one, I highly recommend taking tylenol to minimize your head pains in the mornin... 

Happy Thanksgiving!

If you want to be happy, be.

-May May